borderline personality disorder?
i experience rage feelings that ive had for a long time..flashbacks to traumatic events.racing thoughts that spin and leave me confused and muddled everyday. low moods every day, bleakness, hoplessness and dispair..feelings that people are against me, out to make me fail...constant inner rage...flashbacks to painfull memories of the past, bullying throughout highschool, abuse, sexual abuse, being assaulted countless times in the street by gangs.. memories of being in a psych hospital for 18 months.....i cant organise myself because of the constant racing thoughts, whirl of thoughts of everything spinning through my mind constantly.. feeling unmotivated, suicidle....ive never made any friends in life..myself esteems been destroyed....ive never been employed...& i still have high goals i wanna achieve...relocating from the uk is the top one...
but my psychiatrist has refered me for therapy but is reluctant to perscribe any meds. hes said the ones that
2007-07-31
04:08:43
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