I'm in a bad relationship which I'm trying hard to patch up. Might be bad from my end only. Either way I'm feeling like everyone blames me for their problems. That because of my past faults, I can't make it in life. Everyone tells me I'm a failure so I know I am now. Recently, my doctor gave me some antidepressants because I broke down and cried in his office. Now here is where the problem is. I don't believe in taking medicine to fix my life but rather work hard and make myself happy with myself. But anymore I feel people are coming down on me so hard, I can't smile anymore, I don't laugh much now. I feel like nothing will be better and life is a dull drag on to carry until the end. I'm not suicidal, but I feel like life is boring, uneventful, and no one gives a crap about me anymore.
2007-06-01
18:17:54
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