I know im close to having it, but im not sure if i actually have S.A.D.
I can count like 6 freinds off the top of my head that i talk to to regularly, though i never go out with any of them because i get too nervous. I get anxiety whenever i go out somewhere i dont normally go to.
Im a junior in high school right now, and allthough im into the same things alot of other people my age are, i cant seem to be myself at home. I dont have any anxiety at all when i am at home, yet it seems that my fear of change is worse at home than anywhere else. I'm too scared to talk to my parents, and let them know about things i want to do, go, or get. Not a bad family, love them, hardly ever even argue
I do get depressed, but im more often happy then depressed. ALthough not a day goes by without me hating myself for not being who i truly want to be. Never had an anxiety attack.
Ive tried self-help things, but my motivation is just not there
wish i could write more, not enough...
2007-03-27
16:35:38
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