i don't get paranoid about weird, completely irrational things, just little, every day things that i blow out of all proportion. i have a constant fear that the other guys in my house are going to kick me out, despite the fact that i get on well with them and they've never said anything bad to me. i was worried about losing my job, until the boss pulled me into the office and told me how well i was doing. and tonight, for example, i was going out on a date with someone i'd met online who i vaguely know from around town, and now he's just cancelled on me, because of the bad weather - a bit lame. me being me, i'm thinking that he's told one of his mates that knows me a bit about the date and they've said to avoid me at all costs because i'm some sort of evil freak and that i'm basically no good. he wanted to rearrange it for this wednesday, but i doubt he'll ever get back to me.
i just feel like everything is going to be taken away from me, and that there's no future for me. Sorry.
2007-03-05
06:24:38
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calebolly
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Mental Health