I get so many mood swings. I even wish i was died (sometimes genuinly). Parents dont have a clue what depression is, nor do they wanna talk about it. I dont have friends, tho im still trying, but ive moved so much (place to place) that any friends i did have are gone. New are impossible to make. Gf? ha, i given up on girls , only have met sluts in my life who just give up at the first sign of a small relationship problem or a better looking idiot walks in her life.
I am sick of life. I do wanna make it work. parents STILL constrict me even tho im 21!! Even writing this question down is depressing. I dont know who i am anymore. I swear i dont . i am not seeking attention on here, i just dont know what to do about things, everything is getting so hard to do. easy to say go to the doctor, but whats the point when your parents surround your life with pure negativity!???
I am evcen considering drinking vodka (to an extent where im tipsy but not drunk) so i dont feel that pain.
2006-09-27
09:17:56
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