Please, this is a serious question! Most of my 'fantasies' almost always involve some kind of abuse or torture which eventually leads to death. It's either being sliced and bled to death by vampires, hunted down by werewolves, or, most often, just being chased and hunted by a murderer and strangled or cut or shot, or whatever. In these fantasies I am a little scared, but I'm also mesmerized by whatever is chasing me down, like a mouse caught in the eyes of a snake. A lot of the time they don't even involve anything sexual...just being killed is the best part.
I've never been abused in real life. I have had boyfriends before but it seems like they're all push-overs in the end. I see loving me as a weakness. Few interest me nowadays.
Also...I am NOT suicidal!!!!! I am not even depressed! I love my life very much, and I am a happy art student with no math classes! So....WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME?! Why are murder movies more of a turn-on than romances?? H
2006-09-15
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Silver Tongue
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