Please, this is a serious question! Most of my 'fantasies' almost always involve some kind of abuse or torture which eventually leads to death. It's either being sliced and bled to death by vampires, hunted down by werewolves, or, most often, just being chased and hunted by a murderer and strangled or cut or shot, or whatever. In these fantasies I am a little scared, but I'm also mesmerized by whatever is chasing me down, like a mouse caught in the eyes of a snake. A lot of the time they don't even involve anything sexual...just being killed is the best part.
I've never been abused in real life. I have had boyfriends before but it seems like they're all push-overs in the end. I see loving me as a weakness. Few interest me nowadays.
Also...I am NOT suicidal!!!!! I am not even depressed! I love my life very much, and I am a happy art student with no math classes! So....WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH ME?! Why are murder movies more of a turn-on than romances?? H
2006-09-15 17:43:29 · 15 answers · asked by Silver Tongue 1 in Health ➔ Mental Health
To sort a few things out:
*I am not a middle child, I am a firstborn child
*I had all the attention in the world growing up...I mean, of course there were a few difficulties now and then, but I've always felt loved and accepted. I'm like one of those dogs that doesn't even care if you pet it anymore because it's had so much attention. So do I crave attention? No, not really.
*My father died when I was young. I know it's popular to blame everything on that, but if it has something to do with it really, you'll have to explain.
2006-09-15 18:06:41 · update #1
* I hate television, and I watch little to none of it. Trust me, these fantasies are not TV based. I do read a lot of books, though.
2006-09-15 18:26:17 · update #2
It sounds like you lack challenges in your life and death dreams are the only things that freak you out, that make you emotionally charged and challenged. Find a person to challenge you to date (but who is still nice) and perhaps some activities like sports and so forth to keep your brain fulfilled. Or perhaps you are thinking that this realm is not really real and is all BS, that there is more (spiritually) out there for you... good luck! Don't worry, life will work itself out and you will find out the answer soon enough.
2006-09-15 18:52:40 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
You don't crave attention...you want to be remembered, weather it be for good work or awe striking event.
You need to see that you are very important in the big picture.
I am a supervisor that looks after 20 people, and I sometimes wonder why. Then I think about 20 people who are mostly married and most have kids. thats like 50-60 people that I am responsible for, I am important to them.
You are important to more people than you think. That is how you are remembered, not by 1 but by all the people u r affecting.
That's ur attention
2006-09-16 00:57:48 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Don't Be Putting That CRAZY Stuff On The Net Sweetie,Don't Be Sharing That With Anyone They May Have U Committed(And Turn The D*mned T.V. Off)
2006-09-16 00:54:55 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Because you crave attention and you are looking for a thrill.
I suggest go skydiving or base jumping to fill the void.
2006-09-16 00:46:30 · answer #4 · answered by Krystle 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
you need to be very careful with what you whatch on tv. If there is no peace or happiness then stay away from it. Watch romance and comedies.
2006-09-16 01:09:26 · answer #5 · answered by cookiejar 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
im guessing u watch too much tv so u have "unusual" fantasy.
but i think it's still normal as long as it's not effected in your life bcuz i do sometimes have weird fantasy like u but i try to spill it out i mean i talk to my friends so i dont keep it to myself cuz it will make me suffer.
i hope u're doin fine, just try to hang out with your friends so you won't remember that ;)
2006-09-16 01:20:20 · answer #6 · answered by classy naima 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You want attention. Perhaps you are a middle child? You are craving acceptance, recognition, and love, not violence.
2006-09-16 00:51:32 · answer #7 · answered by kazak 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
eI sounds to me that you need alittle more excitement in your life. Someone to pick you out of a crowd and give you some one on one attention. I don't believe that violence has anything to do with it.
2006-09-16 00:58:04 · answer #8 · answered by Linda G 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I don't know, honestly, that sounds really strange to me. Maybe you just have a weird fetish, but either way it does sound ****** up. Maybe you should go see a doctor about that shitt... goodluck with that.
2006-09-16 00:51:46 · answer #9 · answered by Amanda 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Hey, have you ever watched CSI ? great source for your dreams! to solve the mysteries!
2006-09-16 02:04:10 · answer #10 · answered by mrabady 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋