I don't mean suicide. I'm too much of a coward for it(as in most things in life) but i wouldn't do that to the people near me. Fact of the matter is this: everyday is exactly the same...no bullsh*t. I wake up and go through the same motions day in and day out. I've stopped hoping for anything anymore. I've been depressed too many time by getting them up(my hopes). I rarely am happy and if you see me smiling for any reason, its usually a fake one. Yes, this is angsty, im well aware of that. I have no friends, im boring, fat, ugly and don't usually have anything interesting to say. So would it be wrong for me to just quit...count the hours(or years if im unlucky enough) down and such? Again, not suicide but its crossed my mind a few(thousand)times. I know thats not mentally healthy, please don't answer with that, yes i should talk to someone and yes, there are hotlines out there. i should call one, i know.
2006-08-30
15:19:23
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