female, 18 years old.
i never seem to feel happy. i rarely go out. almost never..just if its very necessary like school or doctor. i don't care about the way i look not even my personal hygein. i lost interest in people. i prefer being alone..and spending time alone. it started about 7 years ago. i keep gaining or losing weight all the time. my hair is falling out. i look older than i am. i cry with or without a reason, sometimes i feel numb and careless other times i feel so sensitive and get hurt at any word or comment or critism i get.
im an A student, though i never really study. i don't sleep well. i still get horny alot. i spend occaisons alone like new years eve, valentines day..etc etc.
i tried to commit suicide 3 times.
i live with my parents and siblings. i rarely smoke, never drink but sometimes feel so high without anything. im addicted to the computer.
my room is so dirty and i don't let anyone enter or help me clean it.
my father is an alcoholic and i feel shi*ty..
2006-08-28
06:47:23
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