hi im 29,i have had mental health difficulties that ive had since 15. i have no self worth and struggle with it. i have been refered for therapy. but you see i feel trapped, trapped by my own dependancy on the health services, because i no i cant just get up and move away, because i need their help, and i dont feel self sufficiant right now. i struggle with inner rage which im trying to get help for. my moods are low constantley, i live in an area where theres a big antisocial problem with gangs of youths, so im trying to get out. but most of all it mortifies me to think nobody if they really new my circumstances, like a girl for instance wouldnt find me attractive, i dont have any self worth, i dont have alot of materialism because im on welfare. and i truly dispair sometimes to think i have nothing to offer anyone, i no i dont wanna give up. i speak to a lovely girl in canada that ive spoke to for 12 months on net. but if she really new the reallity of my circumstances.shed be gone
2006-07-02
09:03:02
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