My on and off bf of 10 years and I have officially broke up it has been bad the past 6 months though. Last yr we decided to be together for good we were finally done with school and ready to start our life together so I packed up left my family and friends and moved 1,000 miles away for him. Now we broke up and I feel awful, his life is going to be exactly the same but mines not, I'm moving back to florida and I have nothing there now, no job no apartment, I am going to live between friends and families house until I can get a place of my own. I'm so angry at him. I don't know if I should still talk to him and be friends when I have so much hatred towards him he lied and cheated on me but I still love him. I'm scared about starting all over again, I thought I was going to be with him forever. I feel like I'm never going to be happy again and most days I could care less if I wake up. I feel I changed alot within the past yr and I just want my old happy fun self back. Is that possible?
2007-06-25
03:01:27
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Lily
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