My spouse of 8 years has a bi polar disorder. Maybe it is just me or I am getting tired of being the one on the down list... I get put down, yelled at, and it gets worse. I have been punched a few times and that has stopped but the verbal garbage that comes out of his mouth hurts. I know the thing to do is leave him, but on the otherhand I love my house, I don't want to start over again. On the otherside of my brain I want to get the hell out of here and never come back. I don't know why I cannot leave. I find myself getting more and more depressed. I hear him yelling at me in my sleep, I hear him when he isn't there. What should I do, I do get counseling but I can't seem to take that "giant" step off the porch. I think I love him but he is unable to show the love back. Part of the disorder, any thoughts??? Or is this not making sense?
2006-06-22
14:34:18
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stellaM
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