I really don't know where to start! I have a good job but it's getting old and it's not very satisfing. I'm in a fairly new relationship and not liking it much. However, I jumped the gun and got a place with this woman and her two teenage boys a couple months ago and now I feel responibe for them... I don't think I can just leave them. I'm not completely sure if I want to. I don't really know what I want. Somedays I want a brand new life, new town, country, job (if any), girlfriend, bills or rather lack of, and look. My life feels so un-important and boring that I don't like to think about it, but that's all I do all day long! I just can't keep going like this! At one time I had thought about killing myself but changed my mind when I had a close brush with death... not by my own means. So I want to live but really just to see the end of the world. I must be the most screwed up person in the world! I don't know what's wrong but it feels like a big chunk of me is missing.
2007-09-08
07:12:21
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hummhumm
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Mental Health