I would like to start a relationship with God but my family does not care about religion at all. they do not care anything about it. they never pray nothing, they swear a lot and do bad things and think it's a good thing, even my Mom does it. me and my mom do not have a good relationship because of the way she treats me. i don't talk to her a lot because she is just so so mean to me and she swears to me, tells me she hates me everything. she does not want me to be happy at all. she does not want me to have a life. she is always trying to live my life for me. I want a relationship with God, but If my Mom see's me reading the Bible and she hears me talking to him she will get all mad and everything. I have asked him Into my life before, but I didn't have a true relationship with him because of my Mother. I want to ask God Into my life again, but when I do I do not want to sound like I don't mean what I am saying when i do, It's just because of everything I am going through with my Mom, she makes me sad and sometimes when i talk to people it seems like i don't mean what I say, so i don't want to ask God Into my life and sounding like I don't mean what I'm saying to him. But I do want to have a relationship with him. I want to have a relationship with him bad and It sucks how I can't because of my Mom. I don't want her knowing I have a relationship with him,so the only time I can talk to him would be when my Mom's not around and I don't think that would be a true relationship. what can I do? please help,. thank you...
2007-08-20
03:04:36
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