He's living abroad, can't afford to call more than once a week. So the only way is e-mail. Yesterday, I wrote something that made him mad and he said he won't write me for a week, until he did what I was mad about. If I haven't always thought he never liked writing me, it wouldn't have been a biggie. Now, I feel like he was like "YES, I finally got a way to get rid of her", and it hurts. It's like deep down he doesn't really like the person that i am. Because I love him & his e-mails are the bright spot of the day. I don't expect him to feel everything that I feel. I'm not that unrealistic. However, you'd expect people to feel things if they love you, right? Like want to know about you and how you are feeling every morning? If they don't, it's a sign of trouble, innit?!! Or is this a guys' thing & am I reading too much into it OR have I been right all along, that he never loved me, & married me because I was the only one he could??
2007-08-07
21:34:33
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