It's hard even now to share my problems in front of a computer as I have never done it before but here goes.I believe I have some kind of mental illness judging by the way I live my life.Sometimes I wake up at 7 AM barely waking up sometimes (rarely) at 4 AM. I am 18 years old. I stay too much at the PC,have 2 voices ,a changing one and a normal one,everyone knows me by my changing one because I never used the other one.I try to do some exercises but give up the next few days,and the cycle repeats itself.This spitting fetish of mine has become a daily obsession. I am lazy.Some things that I once did with pleasure seem now just a waste of time.Most of the time my thoughts are to kill everyone that opposes me.And no I don't cry ,because all of my emotions have dried out,I am now an addicted,lifeless soul with slight attempts of recovery that mostly end up smashed.I am also very obsessive with schedules and plans. I look for order ,but I really am sloppy.I hope this can be helped.
2007-06-06
15:41:13
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