I am a very self-conscious person, and I wasn't always like this. But, and I know this sounds somewhat arrogant, it's just a lot of people have told me I'm physically beautiful in my life. A lot. I was recruited to model, etc. but all of this has made me feel ugly and paranoid. I don't know why. It makes me start wearing makeup, looking into the mirrors all the time, etc. Seriously, my friends tell me to look away from shop windows etc. because I am paranoid something is wrong with my face.
Is this normal? I mean how can problems like this develop from compliments? How can I become obsessive over the way i Look?
I just feel that because people think this way, I can't let them down in this way. I don't want to have one moment of ugliness.
I really want cosmetic surgery too, to perfect myself. What the hell is wrong with me?Seriously I hate being vain or self-conscious or whatever people call it, but how do I stop?
2006-08-27
21:00:06
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