Its not in all situations. At school (i'm a senior) I'm fine, i enjoy making new friends and meeting new people.
outside of school is different though...
maybe its just because my family is here?
were having X-mas dinner early today, and there are a lot of ppl in the house i dont know. like i'm not sure how we even know them.
I jsut feel lik when i walk to the living room, thir all judging me or something.
I get nervous, and feel like some kinda loser.
I dont know why either.
some are adults theres a couple of teens and some kids.
I just feel so awkward in there.
man.
why Can't i handle this? But I can at school.
I just don't get it.
I feel so infrier. and I have no reason to.
Most of the adults are fat or weird looking, I admit theres a hot-*** girl my age, but Its no reason for me to feel this way.
not at my own house.
Do I have self esteem problems?
Cause I can be the ALPHA Guy, at other places.
is it cause my parents are here?
help...
2007-12-23
05:36:23
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