I'm "engaged" to my girlfriend of 5 years. She was my first, I met her when I was 16, I'm now 21. I met someone around the same time as her, and immediatly developed a HUGE crush on her. It so crazy, I don't even know if she likes women. I haven't had much contact with her lately, but not a day goes by that I don't think about her, just a little. I do love my girlfriend, but sometimes I think I stay with her because of how much she loves me, and I fear that someone will never love me like that again. But this other women, I always had a feeling from her there was more than friendship. She always would look into my eyes when we spoke, and find reasons to touch my hand when she said something to me, play with my hair, maybe I read too much into it... I never made a move, I was too shy, part of me regrets it. Any advice would be appreciated...
Sorry if the grammer is shitty, I wrote it fast.
2007-11-12
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