i'm a christian and i'm 14 years-old but i've been depressed ever since 2005 and i think it is getting worse. I took this test in a book and it ask question like," how much do you sleep?" and you answer by rating it from 1-5, 1 being the less. When i've finished taking the test, my score was rated Worst Stage in Depression. I really need help, I've been thinking about taking drugs or drink heavily with beer because i've heard that it takes away the pain for a while, but still i believe that it will ruin my health. I'm tired of crying every night while in the day i hide underneath a mask that fools everybody and it makes them think that i'm always happy. I feel like i want to die. i can't tell anyone in here because nobody believes me.
My parents doesn't believe me until i show a proof, i have no real friends, everybody just use me as a spare, and i'm sick and tired of hearing someone else problems and in return those people that i've helped, didn't even appreciate it.
2007-05-31
05:35:47
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