So, yes, I am in college and have never had consensual sex. I'm not one of those wait-until-marriage types--I just can't stand--anything. One of my ex-boyfriends once put his arm around my shoulder and I freaked out and started crying for three hours. I can't stand any sort of contact--kissing even--not even in the question--I would find it too repulsive and upsetting. I find what men have particularly threatening and violent, but I am not attracted to women at either, and any sort of contact there too, like holding hands, would probably make me really upset and probably put me into a depression. I am actually quite content with my complete celibacy--I am not inclined that way at all--and would easily manage and be very happy never having sex or any sort of romance with anyone. I think my behavior here should be fine so long as I'm all right with it, and I am, but I just have the feeling that it's not normal and I'm constantly judging my behavior by that thought.
2007-03-04
16:57:55
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