I've had depression for a very long time and i'm taking two different types of anitdepressants and an anti anxiety medication to try and cope with this pregnancy. The problem is, i have a daughter who just turned 1 and i wasn't actually happy to have her in my life until she was 9 months old. We got pregnant very quickly when we decided to try again, which i wasn't totally on board for in the first place. Honestly, we are an LDS family and we had the feeling that we should have another baby. So now i'm 11 weeks and i've been hoping for a miscarriage the entire time. i feel to awful about it because i know we are doing the right thing, but i'm very overwhelmed and i'm only 21. Is there anyone else who has felt this way because i feel crazy and guilty every day and i'm on every medication i'm allowed to take. I don't know what to do. If anyone has any thoughts or has ever been in this situation, i would love to hear from you. Thanks!
2006-12-20
16:09:08
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Melanie M
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