I have this recurring thought.. more of a feeling or a fear. I have this feeling that someone could shoot me at any second.
I felt this way before, but it only intensified when I heard about an episode of road-rage on the news where an unsuspecting man was shot in the passenger seat of an SUV while his wife was driving. He was shot by someone that was impatient because the woman was driving too slow for them. They didn't even mean to, they man didn't see it coming. And with the VA Tech shooting, it only got worse.
My father has some, well, problems. He's old and feeble, but he has problems that lead me to believe that he isn't right in the head. I have these recurring thoughts that he's laying in his bed with a gun (he has a prized gun collection which he rarely uses, he used to be an avid hunter) or that he's fly off the handle and come in my room or hurt my mom. I cringed when a speeding driver passes me, when I'm walking to my car, or when I'm not absolutely nice to someone.
2007-04-27
19:35:06
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