A lot of times, i'll start feeling really depressed, like i'm a failure, i'll never be good at anything, and i've wasted my life.(i'm 15!) and i have this desire to work until i'm better, but i can't focus. For example, i play guitar. I haven't had lessons in a while, but i've learned quite a few new songs and barre chords. Then i'm hit with this feeling like i'll never be good enough at guitar, like i have to practice forever. So i'll try to help myself for a while, get my guitar and my computer, etc. But i burn out really quickly, and i have this pit in the middle of my stomach, i fell hot and sweaty and fidgety. I try to learn a song, and when it sounds wrong i feel like i can't do anything. I feel like anything i've learned on guitar is not enough. This also then tends to extend to grades, intelligence, weight, sports, basically everything. I have this awful feeling like my life is wasted and over and even though im trying i can't do anything about it because nothing i do is enough
2006-09-05
18:18:19
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