I looked at my family yesterday and wondered if I would miss them if they were dead. What scared me is that I knew I wouldn't... I know they raised me and all and provide for me financially but that's all... and then I look at the other people I know and realize I don't feel any sadness or anger when school go in the way of what little friendship we had... I just feel like I've become cold blooded with horrible, terrible thoughts... it's not like I want to get away from it because this is 15 years of experience talking and I just don't feel capable of giving- or receiving- love or happiness or any of that because it's temporary emotions...
2006-09-01
00:15:09
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misery
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