Here is a basic description of myself
Currently I'm 2nd year college student. I have no friends, more aquantices, people I will chit chat with here and there. I say hello, they say hello back, etc. No strong friendships or social ties.
I hardly ever go out and when I do I'm by myself. I usually will go a see a movie on a Sunday afternoon and the theater is practically empty. I wondering do I have any strong emotions in my. When my favorite aunt died, I didn't even cry at the funeral. Everyone else around me was. Even my mom and I hardly ever see her shed a tear. The only time I shed a tear is when I have a cold or allergies. Sometimes I just feel numb.
Sometimes I see myself as cold or an uninterested person. When people try to start a conversation with me, I do talk and look them in there eyes. Its like when someone tries to talk me, its like pulling out a tooth. After a while it's like people just give up, and let me be. I just don't feel a connection with people. And
I don't know why.
I rather sit at home in my room and read a book. I'm tired of it. Any tips on what to do or how to build friendships, or stop seeming cold. I've been like this for quite a while, since around 6grade.
2006-09-01
10:42:39
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ArchAngel Raziel
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