area where i live, i feel like im being picked on by antisocial youths....i feel like im being stared at and i timidley look away...ive even noticed people look at me sometimes and cant maintain eye contact with them...because i have a problem with when im really wound up frustrated and angry inside, i start to stare at folks intensley and cant stop myself, so for this reason i break eye contact and look away, but when i do this, i feel as though ive lost some battle, and feel as though their successfully intimidating me and i get really angry and think violent thoughts. it also eats me up that i havent got a girlfriend and dont have confidence with any girls so cannot make one...and sometimes i feel angry at them like i wanna bash their skulls in with a hokey stick..this is just thoughts...and i know its wrong..and im trying desperatly to hang in there
2006-09-05 21:06:42 · 5 answers · asked by Anonymous in Health ➔ Mental Health
I know you must be pushed to the edge by others around where you live...I know you are driven to feel such violence...but would never do that...sad to see others having such an effect on you. You have been so honest with your feelings..and I think a good doctor can prescribe something to help calm you till you can get out of the living conditions you are in..God Bless my prayers are with you for peace in your life...
2006-09-05 23:09:40 · answer #1 · answered by MotherKittyKat 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Hi, I was like u at one time I was always angry with other people and had self esteem issues that brought a lot of insecurities and hallucinations, including thoughts of endangering others and myself. I then felt remorse for things I thought of but didn't act on and that took it's toll on me too. I thought there was something horribly wrong with me cuz there were a few girls I liked but they never knew I even existed. I sought professional help and finally learned to voice and share my feelings and thoughts with others who were going through similar idealizations and thank God I'm "Finally Free" (the name of a book I'm now writing). Writing is one of my avenues to a new life, try it u'll learn so much about ur self when u see things in a new light. God bless and have faith in ur self.
2006-09-06 06:28:12 · answer #2 · answered by papabeartex 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
First off, you need to see a therapist. I go thru stages where I think my therapist is great and other times when I think he talks more than I do. BUT HE DOES HELP. Find one you can talk to about all of these problems.
Anxiety can cause you to have low self esteem. You cannot control all these things on your own. You might need medication also. Don't feel that needing a therapist or medication makes you a bad person. These things can and will help.
Please make the call TODAY. You will be amazed.
2006-09-06 04:45:33 · answer #3 · answered by lorna56dave 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
hey man, I'm 17, female, and i suffer Depression and anxiety. I understand what you're going through and I'd gladly be your friend and try to help/support you in any way I can! Please email me or IM me, I'd love to hear from you! You shouldn't have to feel the way you do! And just know that you definately shouldn't fight it alone!!!
2006-09-06 04:37:19 · answer #4 · answered by Bethany 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
i have simaler feelings im on meds for a lot of psych problems they refered to my thoughts such as these as pschotic tendencies the meds havent taken them away totally but they have reduced it a great deal you should see a psychiatrist and tell them of your thoughts
2006-09-06 05:58:50 · answer #5 · answered by phil 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋