i feel like my world is falling away. im 14 next year and im scared i wont make it to my 15th birthday. i cant think of any major reason i feel like this, i just know that everything is getting too much for me. I need a way out. I cant think what to do; i cant tell my family, no matter what anyone says (i think they dont like me much so i wouldnt dare tell them) and i cant tell my friends as they wouldnt understand. I dont trust anybody else enough to tell them how i feel. What scares me most is that at night, i lay in bed and just dream of ways of ending it all, and it feels good. No one knows anything is wrong 'cause i cover it up and smile everyday, but inside, i feel so bad all the time, and the feeling doesnt go away. I dont trust myself enough to be alone, yet i prefer to be alone than with family. I dont know if it's possible to be depressed at 13. Does anyone have any suggestions of what i can do to cope? Thanks
2007-10-21
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