SUICIDE!! If you are contemplating suicide please answer. Nothing ugly.?

Question

I sincerely would like to know:
1. What are you trying to accomplish by committing suicide?
2. What do you expect to see after you die?

Kitty, I've been suicidal and I'm very well-versed about brain chemicals, etc. I've been depressed and have an anxiety disorder for 25 years. I've tried every medication on the market. I know how I felt when I was depressed (EXACTLY like you), and where I thought I was going. I'm interested in others and what's going on in their heads.

Sorry, I meant to say that I felt exactly like you when I was SUICIDAL, not depressed.

I've read the first five answers or so, and it seems that the people most suicidal really just want an end to their pain, but they don't believe in an afterlife. Does that mean that belief in God keeps one from committing suicide?

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Answer 1

Debbie Pain the the number one reason I have thought about it. I just want the pain to stop.

I have attempted it in an attempt to exit my abusive marriage. I do know how she feels. Sometimes you get to a point when life is hopeless...... But had i died i would not be with the loving man im with.

I do believe in life after death. I do believe the only reason Im still carring this baby is my gram to protecting us.... And i know in the after life i will be with her again.....Somedays i feel so tworn, I want to be with her again so bad, but i know my family still needs me.

When quality of life is no longer a reason to liveit gets grim . Trust me dont take your life over something a dr tells you. I was told after my son I could not concieve again due to a severly tipped uturus......... Well........... I have 2 more and a 3rd baby on the way ..... . They told me when i was having my 6 yr old to abort because i would never survive the delivery...... I did............. They told me my odds were slim when i had my 3 1/2 month old............. i made it, and pregnant with my last baby now...... and i will make it this time too.... DR's dont know YOUR WILL. fight for what you want !!!!!! dont give up.

Answer 2

I only consider suicide when I've made a really poor choice in my life. Suicide is a "way out" of dealing w/ the choice(s) you've made. I mostly think about it during this situation cause I hate knowing that the choice(s) I've made hurt the people I love the most.
What would I expect to see? Honestly, the same thing I see now. I think we "carry over" all the pain we have not dealt with in this lifetime. I believe that those souls become ghosts because they can't move onto the next life due to the fact they have unresolved issues in this life.

I'm getting treatment for my mental illness. I'm getting this to prevent bad choices in the first place and also if I do make a bad choice my mind won't ever take me down that dark road of thought.

Suicide is a lazy way out!

Answer 3

Is this question actually for real?
To person above, do people call you stupid?
If it is for real, then I will tell you. Because some people have mental illnesses that make their bodies, the brain being part of it like any other, go wrong. Like if someone has a heart condition their heart can stop. When you're mentally ill you brain tells you, either through being so out of it with depression or for some, they hear voices telling them, to kill yourself. Suicidal people do not sit around and consciously decide to kill themselves, nor is it an act of cowardice. People who are distressed by their circumstance also become suicide as their brains are making them suffer as well. If a person thinks that it's the cowards way out they have not experienced real suicidal episode/s - they are horrific. Give me physical problems any day of the week as I would not have to keep on try to educate the ignorant!

And I don't believe you go anyway after your dead!

Edit
I am sorry to see you have been suicidal. I am sure you know how difficult it is when people think we are weak or cowards etc. There is nothing weak or cowardly about it. Perhapes one day we will get understanding from the majority and not insulted by them - we can live in hope! Take care.

Answer 4

ive thought of it in the past, ok, recently 'in the past'

i WAS, WAS, WAS

1 wanted to end the pain. i didnt really want to die.
2 Emptyness, the end of all pain. relaxation.

haha, guess i didnt see the fact that i'd never come back.


ADD: No, i do not belive in any kind of afterlife. I think that is stupid(no offence people, i wont fores wat i belive on you). I honestly felt like noone loved me and that no1 cared. i wrote appologies becasue i knew what i wanted to do was selfish.

I'm not sure if the belife in god would keep people alive 100%of the time but many religioins teach that suiside is one of the worst sins that someone can commit. Maybe that keeps some people alive. I dont know. maybe.

Answer 5

First of all I expect to see nothing after I die. I believe that death is the ending of life. There is nothing after it. By dying I want to accomplish an end to pain. Mental pain, anguish. That said however, I was not completely set on dying so I went to the doctor and got some prozac. So I am still here.

Answer 6

1. Because I strongly believe that the world would be better off without me. I can't cope anymore, I have no control over my moods and people are utterly pissed off with me and don't want to be around me. Medication isn't working, therapy isn't working, exercise and eating right aren't helping, etc., etc.

2. Nothing at all. Sweet oblivion.

Answer 7

Don't commit suicide, because you are worth saving.

Answer 8

Finally someone wiht a mind!
Seriously. why would someone kill themselves?
Nothing happens yet everyone's like
"I'LL DO IT! i'LL KILL MYSELF! HERE I GO!" but...hoorah nothing happens. and nothing will happen. if you're coward enough to kill yourself then you're enough of a coward to not do it.
haha. and people say i'm a stupid 13 year old. =]