I'm very ashamed of myself.. I did these following things within the last 3 years:
Got out of a domestic violence situation w/ my fam.
began taking my anger out on my sister when she didn't deserve it.
Think of alot malacious things to do or say to my family and myself (ex. Runaway, abandon family, cut myself, etc)
Found out I had a fetishism, and have even became connected w/ someone (8 years older than me) who shares the same fetishism.
Hurt peoples' feelings (who were trying to help me or get closer to me)
I feel really very bad. I want to try and break out of my bad habits and temptations and just change, but looking back at this, I'm not sure I can ever forgive myself for all I've done. I don't know where I should start or what I should do first. I don't know if God can forgive me for my behavior. I just feel very guilty, this is all my fault and I just want to turn around and become a better person now, what can I do?
2007-10-19
16:21:26
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