Ok, so I am in sales. I have been extremely successful this year, hit all my numbers by May for the year.
I also kind of get a charge over knowing who the competing sales rep is. And, I almost want them to know I am competing against them so when I win, they know who beat them.
It seems like I am my own worse enemy. When I am stressed out to the gills, I do great, but get overtired, lose weight, and sleep about 4 hours a night.
But once I get to where I want to be, I miss not being stressed. I miss not having this feeling of desparation. And could really care less about who I am beating.
Am I one of these people who will self destruct just for the thrill of rebuilding and coming back? Is this just an idiosyncracy, or do I have some mild condition?
2007-09-11
03:30:38
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Art G
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Mental Health