im a 30 year old borderline personality disorderer sufferer, ive endured alot of abuse, victimization, trauma and bullying in my life.....everytime i have to go out its an ordeal because of high levels of anxiety and panic, and trying to control chronic feelings of rage that ive had for a long time to...which i worry about because i never want to lose control......so the pressures on everytime i go out....plus i have paranoid feelings that im being victimised now and the systems against me or people in society....im waiting for therapy.
but whilst i was out yesterday going about my daily buisiness, i was walking along the sidewalk, and some buisiness woman was behind me talking into a mobile phone, and i heard her say '' yeah hes just trying to put a brave face on it''... & i carried on walking feeling angry and confused....i was thinking, was she insinuating anything against me....because she knew i was in earshot to be able to hear what she said..
why did i think this? & how do i
2007-07-24
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