i just had dinner and dessert and i just cant handle it. todays been such a bad day my best friend is going through so much emotional turmoil and i cant handle it because shes my friend and i want to help but i cant because im a selfish cow who only thinks about her weight and food and calories and i want to get rid of the dinner, ive never thrown up on purpose ever, but recently have been wanting to but have stopped myself. Each time i say only once, but by now if i hadnt stopped myself it would be about 5 and i KNOW how bad it is , i know, but everyone is looking for support from me and i cant even begin to load this on to somebody else, i cant tell anyone my problem. I wont throw up because i know the dangers and i KNOW how bad it is , but, is there anything i can do ? Anyone i can talk to, anonymously, to stop this? I cant talk to anyone because i dont want to disapoint them
2007-03-16
06:51:54
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