I would really like to understand why I don't feel happy inside. I don't have a bad life at all, my childhood was rough but these days my life isn't bad. But, I'm not happy with who I am. I pretend I am fine and happy to everyone, when really, I'm not. I'm only 18 and I just want to be happy. Here are a few things that I feel throughout my days.
-I get very uncomfortable when i'm the center of attention.
-I feel it's going to be awkard when I hang out with somebody one on one or even talking to someone, I often stay home because of this. (I'm fine when I'm with a friend tho)
-Just walking down the street, I feel everyone is watching me and judging me so I try to be perfect...I think this could have something to do with the fact that my mom, aunt, sister and friends tell me that everyon stares at me when I walk by. Some may find that a compliment, but it bothers me.
-No matter how much I tell myself not to care what others think, I do.
thanks for reading..anyone else feel this way?
2007-03-15
15:27:52
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