I'm really scared to tell anyone about my life - I have been bullied in the past by someone I trusted, and as a result of the bullying I just believe now that I am pathetic and should grow up. When I was 7 till 9 yrs of age I was sexually abused by my father, and sexually taunted by his friends, and then as a teen when I suffered clinical depression, slapped about by my mum. I lived in a mental hosp for a year, and during the summer term my brother Ian died, and I had a breakdown towards the end. Then a few months later I moved to a kids home after colwood mental hosp, and I havent seen my family consistently for a year and a half now. I have lost my long term bf since then, and HAD started drinking, and still smoke weed. But no one ever hears me complain, and if i do its made in joke. I am a teen i know, but im scared.. i know im not selfish deep inside, but i just cant cope with caring and losing ppl over and over...im getting so tired of life, as much as i want to live. help?
2007-03-06
08:40:29
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