I dislike my face, my body, my life, my past experiences, my parents and most of my extended family. I dislike who I am. I dislike my baby's father and almost all the people that I know. I feel depressed, stupid, ugly and worthless. I try to better myself but I keep running into obstacles that prevent me from advancing in life. I feel that I'm cursed and will NEVER be happy.
The only thing that I care about is my 2 yr old. But I'm a terrible mother. Sometimes I neglect her and don't take care of her properly. Sometimes I scream at her when she does something I don't like. Other times, my love for her is so intense that I can't stop hugging and kissing her. I'm too poor to afford counseling or meds. I live in Chicago.
2006-12-21
07:38:10
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