About 2 1/2 months ago a terrible thought flashed into my mind. Now i cannot get rid of it. Everyday day in, day out i have to try and push this obsurd thought out of my head. Its driving me insane. I dont now how to stress how much of an affect this had had on me. I feel totally worthless and i desperately just want to live the life i could live without this. When i feel good i can try and ignore it. But whenever somthing goes wrong It comes back just as bad as before. This stupid cycle has been going on so long, I feel like i am going to lose it. It is making me so depressed, some days i just break down and weep. My family is supportive but i feel like they dont fully understand how bad it is. They dont want me to live on medication and i dont really either. What should i be doing. Please help me.
2006-12-14
21:00:38
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Mental Health