someone to have sadistic tendencies. okay, whenever i look at a picture of someone(usually a woman), about 5 seconds into vieiwing the picture, i have thoughts of causing them pain.
with plyers, claw hammers, powertools, and other regular tools, nad i mean like breaking bones, pulling teeth out.
it gets so bad that i can't look at the there face anymore, then eventually i have to close the page down, as its mostly people i like, so i kinda feel guilty. it's starting to bother me alot now.
i was abused as a child and teen, but its only recently that i could put a name to it.
it wasn't sexual abuse tho, it was mental and emotional abuse, and it was from my dad.
thats why it doesnt add up for me, as the tendencie seems to be towards women
2006-08-30
13:58:35
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Brutal_Yet_Beautiful
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Mental Health