I'm an recover(ing) self injurer, have depression, and a dissociative disorder.... Lately I haven't been doing well with the whole depression thing..slipping into old eating disorder and self injury patterns, suicidal thoughts are coming back. My Room mate and close friend is here most of the time when im not ok but she's gone for a while.I can usually depend on myself to keep myself safe, but i dont know how im going to survive the next week till she's back. I've had a friend here but she leaves tomorrow..i dont know how till i'll see her again because we both start back to work in a couple weeks and there arent any long breaks coming up till christmas and im going away, so till march i wont get to see her and this is adding to my depression as well as having the anxiety of knowing i'll be alone. Sometimes I love being alone, having the house to myself...but not when im like this. Please dont tell me to see a shrink...I already do. This is more a vent than a question i guess...sorry
2006-08-26
17:43:54
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Fade__Out
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Mental Health