I gained weight during my college years, and then went on a yo yo dieting spree for many years (from 19 to 26). Sometimes I'd be thin, other times I'd be anywhere from 20 to 60 lbs overweight. Something clicked last year and I've FINALLY been able to maintain my weight loss.
I've been at a reasonable weight for almost a year now. The only problem is, the people who I thought cared about me seem to have turned on me. My mom flat out told me that she doesn't like skinny people (I'm nowhere near skinny by the way). Other relatives joke about me looking like a crackhead (I am 130 lbs, 5'2, so thats BS). Friends of mine who started the diet with me but didn't quite make it are avoiding me. On top of all that, I had to let go of a romantic interest I had held onto for SO long.
It's a hurtful situation but I wouldn't trade this feeling for anything in the world. At the same time, I stll have 10 more lbs to go and all this negativity coming from others has made me lose a lot of motivaton.
2006-08-16
15:48:28
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Solvinia
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