My older brother was supoust to take care of me and instead took advantage of me for about 4 long years and also he started to hit me violently I thought he just wanted me dead ,after asking him to stop touching me.later I become rebelious because I was to afraid to talk and ask for help regarding it. I still have nightmares about the phisical abuse he make me go through.I rersent him so much.doh we are now adults and dont talk about it at all,and show respect for one another ,I still can help it to remember that bad things he did to me ,and resent him for many things.I thought I have forgiven him,but maybe I have not.help!it still hurts to think about it.because of him,I have a hard time trusting everybody specially male.I always watching out for and protecting my nieces from posible molesters ,and I also care for other little kids.Sometimes I thinnk I can read little childrens faces.I all I see is pain.I then assume they most be getting sexualy abuse by someone or somethig who knows
2006-06-24
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