Recently, about a week ago, my boyfriend of a year and three months committed suicide. In his note, he said that he never had feelings for me and that he hated me sincerely, but that I wasn't the cause of his death.
I don't get it. I really don't. We had a great relationship. Like, we obviously had little spats, but besides that everything was fine. And I feel like, I was in fact the cause of his death, even though he said that I wasn't.
Before he died, we had a really romantic night, and we were real happy.
His mom won't talk to me, she hates me indefinatley because of reasons I don't know. I wasn't invited to the private funeral.
I miss him.
It was a pretty serious relationship considering that I'm only 15.
I'm really depressed.
Can you like, try to somehow figure out what he really meant? Or comfort me?
I posted this earlier, but, I posted other details at a later date, so people didn't really respond to that part.
2007-09-11
13:16:14
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Ashley N
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