I'm hurting so much. over a year ago my 23 year old/only brother died. At the time i was with my best friend for over 6 years, always knew he wouldn't marry me because of cultural differences, his family not mine, my family loved him and already treated him like their own. it was so hard going through my brother's death but having him around helped alot, then last year he met a girl through his family and little by little they got engaged, they just got married. aside from a few e-mails he is no longer in my life. i have been seeing somene new, at first i was happy, but now i am dying inside. the pain of my brother's loss and the love of my life marrying another is too much to bear. i have good days and bad ones, this is a bad one. what can i do? i know it takes time,but months after i hurt even more. i go to bed and wake up with such horrible anxiety and pain, it's killing me. i travel, go out with friends and family but i see no end to this pain. I deserve to be happy, help!
2007-12-31
08:33:17
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wahtthefuckiswrongwithme
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