my ex girlfriend left me 3 weeks ago, she didnt want to spend anytime with me, and we ended up breaking on a friday, i talked to her sunday, and we made up, and i went to her place, and we had sex, and the next night we did the same thing. then twice we went out to lunch that week. and everything seemed like it was ok. then thursday she sent me a text that we should just be friends. because i said a bunch of stuff to her that i shouldnt have said when we broke up. and people we talking at work. i showed my friend one of the texts that i sent her. and he showed his buddy. and they started talking about her at work. so about a week later i was trying to talk to her. and she told me that there was now someone else. and this just crushes me. i have only been with this girl for four months, but we live together for two months of it. and i truly feel in love with her. i thought this was ment to be, because i meet her the night i came home from iraq, but we didnt really talk then she went out with me and my friend the next weekend and we had been together ever since. tonight i went to get the rest of my stuff from her, and i tried to talk to her. i told her that i loved her. and she didnt care. she was the happiest that i have ever seen her, because her new boy was comming over. i am so messed up over this, i have lost 23 pounds in the last three weeks. i havent eaten maybe a couple days worth of food in the last three weeks. i dont know what to do, i think im a good looking guy, but im only 5'7 and when i was talking to her she said that she was into taller people. part of me wants to just snuff this other guy but that wont do any good. then id spend most of my life in prison. i just dont know how to get over her. i dont have many friends anymore because i have been gone so long. and dont know how to meet girls. i am scared of rejection, and i dont want to be alone anymore. i just want to be with her, and i know it wont happen, and if it did that i shouldnt be with her again. because this is the second time that we broke up and she didnt want to be with me. but last time it lasted like four days, and she heard that i was going out. and she decided that she wanted me back. but this time she has some one else, its just not fair why does she get to be happy while i sit at home alone. i am just sick over this. and cant quit thinking about it. people say that there are more fish in the ocean, but i live in iowa. i dont know how to get over this. i have had people tell me that she isnt all that cute and i can do way better. if so why doesnt she want me anymore. because i really dont want anyone else. i just want to be with her.
2007-03-09
16:50:48
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Chris R
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