Me and my girlfriend have been going out for 11 months. We are serious, in college, and we even talked to eachothers parents about getting married. I love this girl to death shes beautiful, gorgeous, shy, cute, funny and dorky lol. We have been through a lot of things that made us stronger. Though something horrible happened today. I was at a friends house he had a get together and I drank a little. I was laying on the couch when my friend Rachel wanted me to go with her to get somethin from upstairs because she said she was scared. I NEVER thought of her doin anything with me she was a close friend. She started hitting on me and I said stop, then she took her top off and pushed me on the bed. She went straight to my pants and gave me head. I feel like utter ****, I feel like nothing, empty. I couldve stopped it but I didnt. I betrayed the girl Im going to marry, and I wish I could take it back. Im not talking to Rachel anymore. What should I do, I cant lose her and I made a mistake...
2006-12-14
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