I've always had this close group of friends, and my whole life has revolved around them for so long. Without them, I'm ever so shy and I feel unable to talk to other people.
Recently at some point or another they've all been bunking off school to take drugs and so forth, they've invited me to join but I've always said no. I don't know what it is about everything, but I feel like I'm the one who is becoming depressed. I feel so lonely and worry for my friends, because I care for them and can't bring myself to hate them despite what they do to me.
I stopped slitting my wrists a while ago, but with everything that has happened, I've started again and it's all I can do to soothe myself.
I don't know what sort of question I'm asking, is there anybody else out there who feels like me? I don't know what to do next, and I feel as if I've reached my breaking point.
2006-12-01
04:24:48
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coffeekeepsmeawake88
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