I have had abusive upbringing, hit, hurt, forced into aborting my child, cause i needed them, nowhere to go, i never got over that. I have been called fit to burn, endured all sorts of abuse, helped them out, when they were down, now i have my own family. They have leaned on me so much, i had a right to tell them to **** off, they have messed me up so bad, but i was there. My mother!!! overstepped the mark completely in my home, 2 months ago, so i disowned her. In a weak moment tonight, i called my parents, to be told, no, sorry, not talking to you!!! I am so hurt, again, what is wrong with me???? Why do i keep going back to these awful abusive people? just to be hurt all over again. They act like the victim, all the time, when they have given me a hellish upbringing, and made me feel so inadequate. Am i sick? Why do i let them do this to me? I feel like such a weakling.
2006-11-15
06:58:22
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