At the end of last school year, I felt completely burned out, but I figured that a Summer off would reinvigorate me. Well, I was wrong. I'm having daily headaches, and I've come to resent the vast amounts of personal time I have to devote to teaching so many ungreatful, undisciplined students.
I have had many rewarding moments over the course of my year (and a quarter) of teaching in an urban district, but it's hard to justify those rare moments when I am hollering every 30 seconds to get the attention of my 9th graders. I'm not an extrovert, so dealing with 90 different personalities totally drains me and leaves me with little to offer my husband and 2 year-old.
I'm about 90% decided to begin a job search, but I feel so guilty about the prospect of "abandoning" my students, many of whom have lost teachers mid-year before. How do I balance my physical and mental health needs with the needs of my students and principal? Am I being selfish to leave now?
2007-11-07
13:55:58
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SadWife
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