i've been with my bf on and off for 3-4 years. i guess i was trying to be independent and didn't want to get too attached to anyone, so i broke up with him a few times. but we always managed to get back together.
then last year, i was diagnosed with cancer. he was with me the whole time i went thru chemo (including the months i was bald) and radiation. the cancer was in my leg, and after all the treatments, the doc still couldn't be sure if i had to have my leg amputated. afterwards, they removed the cancer, saved my leg, but i was left with a huge scan from my ankle up to my thigh. i was self-conscious of the scar, and was insecure about the future (ie. will i get cancer again?). so i broke up with my bf. i never gave him my reasons, but i had pushed him away so that he could move on and be someone he wouldn't have to worry about. he started dating someone a few months later. but now we're together again. we love each other and talked of marriage. but i'm still unsure.
2007-11-14
07:22:49
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