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I just had a heart to heart with God a few minutes ago. I told him I honestly didn’t know what I wanted, I’m 21 years old and I have never been with anybody in my life, kind of makes you loose all hope after a while doesn’t it. I am so pissed at the man whose suppose to be my soul mate, I’ve been everywhere, work, city bus, mall, college, store still nobody. I went to a wedding last Saturday, it was the most beautiful I had ever seen but my jealousy took over, I wanted to be in that bride’s place I wanted to experience what it would be like to walk down the aisle with my father and to the man of my dreams. To cut the cake to throw the flower at the girls, to make invitations, when I got home I realized I was never going to be with anybody. My grandparents and parents got married at 21 I lost all hope. I don’t want to be married at 25 or 29 and be 50 years old by the time my child is only 10 years old. I have stopped caring about my appearance lately since I don’t really have anybody to look good for. I don’t really pray much about it that much because I find it very difficult to do so, asking for a man is so hard to me probably because I feel it will never happened, I asked God to show me a sign, but I still feel so uneasy, I have already accepted the fact I will stay single, but what I wanted to ask was, where in the bible does it mention the gift of singleness?
2007-09-08
14:14:02
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